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sit down Apr. 16, 2003 Ohh lord. please don't anybody call me on this one... no comments this one time, please, but... i think i like a boy. (leaving time for the fact that some of you are gasping and are re-reading that sentence, making sure you read it correctly) i think i like a boy. we went out last night, and he put his arms around me as we watched the hiphop battle ensue, and it felt good. he introduced me as "this is my girl, ry" (ry is his nickname for me), and when he said "my girl", it felt good. when he danced with me, it felt good. when i walked him downstairs, and we both felt that tension in those two hugs goodbye, it felt good. it felt scary, but it felt good. he's everything i've ever found attractive in anyone. he's gentle. he's mind-numbingly attractive. he's fit. he's funny. he's sweet. he's real. he's a writer. he's talented. he's passionate without being oppressive. he's a man. he's a man. i don't know what to do about this. i know every phone call or email or text message from any of you would say to just go with it. i am very much aware of what i should do. but i'm just saying... it's like i've been straight my whole life and all of a sudden i have this possible thing for another girl. regardless of what HAPPENS with it, man, it's still a fucking lot to think about. here's to hiphop battles and heinekin...
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