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san fran Thursday, Jul. 24, 2003 she left tuesday morning, and called me from the plane at bradley, o'hare, vegas, and san fran. her friend dave is there, so at least that softens the blow, and makes the city a little bit less intimidating. she's starting off with nothing, really, but her laptop and some clothes. amazing, i can picture her there munching away on her apple jacks that she bought down the street, sitting on the bare-for-miles carpet. and she's sending me pictures from her street, pictures of herself, pictures of a park she likes, and the response is always quiet... remembering how much i did and didn't want to like dc... i wanted to be surprised by dc, really. i didn't want to like it, but i wanted something there to MAKE me like it. that didn't happen. i'm just hanging around here, trying not to think too much about the future, not promising myself or her too much... it's a strange, strange middle ground to be in. i do know i miss her. and i'm just not feeling social for a while, i think. just black and white, get my work done, go home and go to sleep. buy a plane ticket, rest my feet. hope all is well out there.
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