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ashes Apr. 18, 2003 I'm beginning to feel things for her, folks, you all saw it coming; we didn't. i stopped myself from joking around too much in bed last night, from joking around about how good this was, how good this felt, and i stopped myself from the "what-if's" of her leaving or not leaving... i said in the blog, i wouldn't let anything stop her from going to San Fran, not even me. But there's this problem i'm having where i'm thinking of her, and in that first kiss it felt like the hundreth. There was no ackwardness in any touches, and that beautiful balance of serenity and excitement was more than present when she and i fell asleep on top of each other... ultimately, this won't hurt as bad as it could. But i have a feeling that it's going to be a much harder goodbye than i expected it to be.
This is what i looked past for three years.
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